Alright big boy, you've said enough dirty words for your liking ? You're happy now ? So we can start actually having a decent way to talk about this or do I need wait for you to throw your tantrum ?

Now if you consider a cheater to be a despicable human being, alright then, so be it, it's your morals. At that point I'd just like to - if I can - prove you shouldn't be considering me a despicable human being, regardless of what happens to my ban. I'm not gonna play the stupid game and pretend I wouldn't like for the ban to be lifted, but right now it's more about honor than anything else.

Also regarding why I tried to pretend I wasn't cheating by appealing my ban, the reason is simple : I could always try.

"Now if you consider a cheater to be a despicable human being, alright then, so be it, it's your morals. At that point I'd just like to - if I can - prove you shouldn't be considering me a despicable human being"

You aren't special. You get no pass or redemption. You have no honor. 

Also regarding why I tried to pretend I wasn't cheating by appealing my ban, the reason is simple : I could always try.

they don't ban people for fun of banning people.

you probably cheat in a lot of other games too, I am pretty sure you lie all the times to your friends and peoples around you.

Why : because you could always try.

this is a weird way of thinking.

Questioning one's honor based on one video game related event is pretty sad of you folks. Saying "I am pretty sure you lie all the times to your friends and peoples around you." without even knowing me is sadder. I couldn't give two f*cks about what you think, really.

Also I'm being pretty open about my mistakes here as far as I'm concerned.

Anyways there's not point in bringing any of this any forward seeing how low this has fallen. I've tried to ask for a chance, didn't work, now I'll be on my way. I don't wanna spend any more time entertaining this topic.

Goodbye and take care.

I don't believe you , I am sure no one believe you. Also : https://answers.ea.com/t5/Battlefield-4/BAN-BF4DB/m-p/8405582#M14045                                         You seems to really like to lie, it almost like someone who is cheating/Lying all the time is not someone we can trust. 

Did you ever think about that ? is it possible you lie all the time because : You could always try.