i'm just thinking... has anyone reported me? can i see these reports? i really would like to read them xD if this is not possible, could i at least get information on how many times i have been reported? thx

The only report that you can see is in your bf4db soldier profile, and since your soldier is marked as clean the reports are made on our discord and those are private. 

i know that, i just didn't know they were private :/ can you tell me how many there were?

We do not keep record of this.